Birthday Eve

This is a small message on the eve of my bday. i anticipate some good gifts tommorow although i have scarcely lived up to anybody's expectations yet when it comes to your 18th birthday, your wants are sky high and performance(atleast mine !) has just scraped a new nadir.i guess i get greedier and meaner with each passing bday which shouldn't be the case. Rather than acting on set plans, the only chore that i have succeeded in so far in the last 2 years is to pile up a vulgar amount of weight and rusting my brain with convoluted hedonistic inclinations which seem to have robbed me completely of my intellect and landed me in a position from where recovery is a tad too difficult if not impossible. i have had the opportunity to resurrect my sagging sails time and again but somehow every time i end up drawing a blank everywhere with not a trace of succour in sight. I PRAY TO GOD THAT HE BAPTIZE ME ON THIS BDAY SO THAT I CAN AWAKEN FROM MY SUICIDAL SLUMBER AND REJUVNATE MYSELF TO DO SOMETHING WORTHWHILE IN MY LIFE!

Posting via mobile!

Okay, so this is my first blogpost direct from my mobile i.e. A Samsung Star Superb. This can't be actually termed as a proper blog owing to the measly character limit however just for the sake of it. It was a good thing to see this blogger widget added to the limited choices for my mobile available online but the app developers should have atleast increased the character limit to something more sensible. My results are out and they duly reflect a below par performance stemming from a convoluted lazy hedonistic approach towards studies Ha ! and i really thought i could do miracles, alas ! it was not to be and now i find myself in complete disgrace. Having screwed up the Physics test series paperr also has not helped my cause. Today i learnt a vital lesson that should have been embedded in my mind long ago. NEVER EVER BECOME OVERLY AFFECTIONATE FOR SOMEONE WHOM YOU SCARCELY KNOW BECAUSE WHEN THEY IGNORE YOUR CALLINGS, IT HURTS AD NAUSEAM ! btw MATHS test due next Monday which will test my spirit no ends !